About Myself

Today, I want to write something different.

It’s late at night, I have my tea ready, and my mind is wondering about one thing: 

How to introduce yourself ??

It sounds like it’s no big deal, but it really is. 

So myself Amreen kouser doing my first year BA degree in psychology and journalism..I am from banglore. Knowing me personally will be quite difficul as I am an extraordinary person , which means at times I am very sensitive and also an  emotional person, at times shy and at time very bold and  at times I am very rude person it just depends on my mood and it also depends to whom I am talking too..

I do value about friendship alot but I never met a person who genuinely have a serious friendship with me who does care about me . Everytime I try talking to a different person I end up being mistreated and that person shows me why I am better off alone.My relation with my parents is not so good .And maybe I am the only person who hates my relatives from both mom and dad side.I just try getting along with them but the vibe or there attitude is just beyond my level.

I am 19 years old and I do feel I have seen things or been in those situations where I feel I am too young to face those things .. Seeing people I have learnt one thing trusting people is difficult thing people are not always same as they are front of you they do change with situation or time.. Facing so many things in life, most of the time I feel comfortable being alone no one is going to break my trust or use me with their convince..

Most of the time I stay alone either in my room or just sit in a corner in college..I started watching Korean Chinese Thai series. I have almost completed more then 50 dramas..I am so into this series,I started learning those languages. And I love spending my time watching series and knowing that I can get peace only watching it because in this world getting that kind of friendship or love is impossible.. I know those scenes are not real but I do want to have a friend that is been portrayed in series and have a good love life in future..

I am alive but not healthy I have health issues I have anxiety.   

So this is all about me .. I might look happy outside but I have thousands of things running in my head .. I hope atleast my degree life goes well I don't want to have hopes just want to go with the flow ..

Few things that I missed about myself I am a foodie person.. Once I get comfortable with someone I start acting cringe at times psychopath too..